most nights i found my mind such a hollow series of imaginations, that was when the thought of daytime broke in, i started wondering how i ever came to a place i never had marked before nor appeared in my unconscious sight. it was like i came out of nowhere, vacant space alike, crossed some illusive haven until i ended up to this point, just to hold up another stray moment. seconds went by, i was aware of the night and the moon was tangible, and i was stuck in ignorance. sometimes i felt something slowly darken my circle of lights but i didn't know why i didn't give in, i was not even trying. if you were the place i was being lost in, then i was clueless to what actually this thing was supposed to mean or where it tried to bring my ordinary world to. and i had been completely lost in you.
when every door of mercy is already wide open, do you still have to make an excuse to find the keys? do you always have to take the hard way for anything which is already made easier for you? this is how we do, we look for a thin piece of pin far ahead whereas a big stone in front of us, we do not even notice. we work for something which we think is valuable for the future while we have not yet to handle our matters in the present. there are always distractions we can not dismiss, and truth be told, we can not even obey our own borders. now i am telling you, this is just who we are, in our imperfections we still act like there is no gravity to hold us down, difficulties are just another pile of dusts on our fancy walls, like we do not need any reliefs because we often think the success comes from within ourselves. and it is a total fallacy. what about God? i believe behind every story of success there is always the intervention of God. but have we ever put God first when we are in the best state of our lives? have we ever spared a second to be grateful? it is the thing for us greedy humans to ponder.
one small diamond
will it shine through all the dirt covering it up?
one good deed
will it stand out through all the crimes?
i am just a sinner
at a constant rhythm repeating something i should have stopped
i am just a sinner
procrastinating to get in the right way
i am just a sinner
throwing away my innocence
nothing is ever enough redeem my sins
in utmost remorse
i seek forgiveness from Allah
what a great chance it was to get to know you.
the big q:
how can people choose the right president for them if they rarely know anything going around?
for me political knowledge is a crucial thing, especially at times like this. i gotta admit, we all do, that it's pathetic to know that only a little part of the country has enough of it, to really know why they're choosing who. a political knowledge runs a role in the way of thinking, in this case, as an authorised citizen who has been given the right to contribute in an election, someone needs to be aware of everything associated with the candidates, and of course, to understand the political condition in this country. it can't be like, i choose this one because i feel like it, or because my parents told me to. i've heard a lot of people saying in between, accepting whoever it is to be elected in the end. what is going to happen if every single person sets themselves up like that? it makes no sense. the reason an election is held in the first place is to formally do the decision-making, in which the population are directly involved by contributing their choices. as an educated person, we shall have our own choice and logical reasons behind the deciding. with basic knowledge about politics, one can decide which is the good and the bad, one can learn and predict which plans are most likely to work out in the future. that's why i said political knowledge is crucial, so that one will understand things that are happening in their own country and in this case when they are asked for an opinion on their choice, they know exactly why.
do you remember what kind of a girl i was?
did you ever notice?
did you even know me?
someone can go as they are today.
and come back a completely different person someday.
now it's like the poets run out of rhyme.
everything's changing.
slipped away without you noticing.
did you ever notice?
did you even know me?
someone can go as they are today.
and come back a completely different person someday.
now it's like the poets run out of rhyme.
everything's changing.
slipped away without you noticing.