when every door of mercy is already wide open, do you still have to make an excuse to find the keys? do you always have to take the hard way for anything which is already made easier for you? this is how we do, we look for a thin piece of pin far ahead whereas a big stone in front of us, we do not even notice. we work for something which we think is valuable for the future while we have not yet to handle our matters in the present. there are always distractions we can not dismiss, and truth be told, we can not even obey our own borders. now i am telling you, this is just who we are, in our imperfections we still act like there is no gravity to hold us down, difficulties are just another pile of dusts on our fancy walls, like we do not need any reliefs because we often think the success comes from within ourselves. and it is a total fallacy. what about God? i believe behind every story of success there is always the intervention of God. but have we ever put God first when we are in the best state of our lives? have we ever spared a second to be grateful? it is the thing for us greedy humans to ponder.
one small diamond
will it shine through all the dirt covering it up?
one good deed
will it stand out through all the crimes?
i am just a sinner
at a constant rhythm repeating something i should have stopped
i am just a sinner
procrastinating to get in the right way
i am just a sinner
throwing away my innocence
nothing is ever enough redeem my sins
in utmost remorse
i seek forgiveness from Allah
